Personal low: Last night I had a relapse with... a certain online explicit video platform, which has left me feeling like a zombie today. Breaking the cycle is so damn difficult, you guys. Hadn't watched in two months, which is huge for me, and right as I felt great I had a moment of weakness. Maybe it's because my emotions are being repaired by the lack of said videos, and I need to relearn how to deal with them.
Oh well. Another day, another chance to be better, I guess.